Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 09:05 PM CST
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I know it's rare for me to post a blog in the evenings, as I usually do it on Sunday or Monday when I have my day off.
Just got a wild hair and decided to do it!
I am a bit stressed over my assessment of my knee tomorrow, especially since I am not very fond of the clinic we use for work related injuries. On one visit there about my knee injury, the doctor actually asked me how my hip was doing!
I am grateful that I am even walking, although with a definate limp and pain with every step.
I started thinking about how lucky I am in my life...
In 1988 I put my 2 children in the car and drove 30 miles to a domestic violence shelter. We stayed thee for three weeks. I found a job and found a house to rent in the city. My abuser kept coming after us, attempting to kidnap the kids, slicing my tires and the brake line on my car, breaking into the house...
We even lived in the car for awhile trying to stay one step ahead of him...in and out of domestic violence shelters.
Both my children are now grown and doing well...I have since married my best friend...
Last night, he and I were just sitting in the back yard watching the cats and he said, "Well, Julie we have officially become old farts!"
And I realized how lucky we were to be able to have that moment of doing nothing, not stressing over anything and just sitting and enjoying the peace.
There was a time I did not have running water, or enough food to eat.
My children were dressed from garage sales and resale stores.
There was the time we were living in my car that we cleaned up in a McDonald's restroom and slept in a church parking lot.
I don't know about tomorrow...maybe the healing will just take time or I will learn to live with the pain and limp.
How blessed I am today.